不知道该如何说我的感受
一直以来都很想了解你们
不管是伤心，开心
都希望自己会是你们第一个想到想倾诉的对象
知道自己没有什么墨水能说一大堆大道理
但至少我能知道你们的心事

也许你说的对我真的是想太多
但这并不是我要的
但我很肯定的是我不会再是第四个
但我不会再想任何东西
也不能再想
因为我知道人与人需要的是缘分

我现在最想要的就是变聪明

今天我还是交了这封信
也许这不会挽回任何东西
反而弄得更糟。。。
但我已经做了我想做的。。。

但没想到结果会是这样，
也许这叫没有缘分吧，
经营一段友谊并不简单

我这种性格也许注定不会有任何的知己
全部人都会离我而去
但我真的有一个疑问
这全都是我一个人的错吗？
我真的不懂

也许我真的不会经营
也不值得拥有任何快乐

如果那封信真的给你们带来困扰或厌烦
我向你们道歉

Monthly test start today edi.....
i wonder why those teacher take tis test like so important gam....
wan rearrange the table sit like real exam like tat
and say if cheat wan see parents....hehehehe

tis exam really so important de ar.....
i didn t study at all
now i onli prepare for my trial and spm onli
tis test just let it go la

after tomorrow jau bersara liao yeah.......

最近发生了很多事情，也知道了许多事情
可是却不知道应该怎样去解决
这件事真的是将的吗？
我应该相信谁
每个人都有每个人的讲法

我应该如何呢
我不相信你是这样的人
换作是别人，我或许会相信

我觉得这些事不应该发生在这时候
这时候的我们应该是天真的来不天真的
嘻嘻 我也不知道自己在讲什么。。。

希望这件事会圆满结束，大团圆结局

当你对某人没有用处时就是你被忽略的时候

解决方法：不再厚脸皮去逞强

                    不再有任何的感觉

                     做回自己

Happy birthday san of bitch

finally update my blog....

today is san of bitch birthday.....saturday attend her and lor yao birthday party at shabu shabu
six hot chick and quite many guys.....me and zu yi kena tipu
yau say wear dress or miniskirt but all wear pants de
tipu......

but the party quite funny coz many thing la
six of us ate ald almost 20 plate of meat....especially rin hehehehe.....
after tat they go pool and drink beer but i cant join so charm
i wan go la 55555

Watever
Happy Birthday San of Bitch.......
Wish you pretty forever

I think tis is wat you all wan:"sorry"

i onli wan inform you all i ald read the letter......the letter hurt me so much.....
i cant imagine tat i am tat kind of person in you all heart....
before we play laugh talk in the class those thing izit fake thing tat do in front of me.....
i cant think tat why you all still can play,laugh and talk wif me although you all so dun like me.....
why you all not happy jau can i cannot......

i know those three thing you all write i also got wrong.....
i know i am small gas in those three thing but i dun think those three thing onli is my wrong.....
did you all think before my feeling......

1) you say dunno why i not happy.....then i tell you coz when i give you all opinion about the present
   you all reject tis nvm coz you all got you all de opinion....but i say i we not enough money so i say but the cheap a bit wan...you one sentence shoot to me "we not ald plan liao wan but wat de meh,why still need change".....do you will happy when you hope can save money onli say these then let ppl shoot like tat......i know i in tis thing i am a bit over...i should not angry too long....

2) you say i angry when i say i buy the water use liao RM 40++,you say :Wa, why use liao so many money"
  but you know why i angry......please think .....i go buy the water and wan carry those heavy thing from the store to tuition centre is so suffer.....tis is not easy thing....but wat i get not caring is blaming.....

3) you say i fa pi qi on you...tis is coz i ald so fan for the album and you keep on saying i can stay but dun wan say....i onli suddenly so angry tis i can say sorry to you.....but i cant imagine tat you also dun like me although you help me do those thing......

tis wat i wan say... i know i am small gas person but i can say tat i treat so good to all my good friend ....
i cannot say i will do all thing my good friend wan but i can say if i can do i will do for you alll......may be tis not you all wan de answer, you all wan i say sorry...then i say sorry to you all here, i think tis onli wat you wan although i say so many thing here........if you all say i am ut good friend then i onli got one small excuse can care my feeling????